Welcome...

First I want to start by introducing myself and explaining a bit about my purpose....

I am 26 years old and have a beautiful 3 yr. old boy. He is the love of my life right now. I attend School where I am studying for a BS in Business of Accountancy and maybe in the future heading to Law school.

Now this blog is written by me and as you can see from my degree seeking that I am NOT an English major so please understand that my grammar and technique may be very flawed.

My purpose in this blog is to put out there my Ups and Downs of going through this divorce process... I just want to share with those who need to hear the truths about my life and somehow maybe relate to that.

Please don't get on here and bash me or tear me apart or others! I understand more than anyone my life is messed up and not perfect and that stuff happens.
You will no doubtingly hear/read about my soon to be ex - Keith and will want to pass judgment and that is your right but know this.... Even though we are in this huge mess and on angry days I will hate him, most of the time I still very much have a place in my heart for him... He has and will forever play a huge role in my life. However that being said... I have excepted my fate and I am in the process of healing!

Throughout this blog you may ask questions or advice.. but be warned I AM NOT a therapist of any kind and this is an average Kari's personal opinion!

Also my thoughts get really scattered and this blog will be very out of order. I will write when thing come to me.. which means you will get parts of the story here and other parts there. I will also undoubtingly talk alot about the Love of my life right now and the little man who captures my heart... My SON!! I will try to share his trials and struggles as best as I can. You will read rants about therapy, the struggles of being a single mother, and sometimes about close friends and relationships that I have and will have.

Don't hestitate to comment however don't be offended if I don't take your advice either! I am stubborn and strong headed... Comes with ther territory. I am however very open and free about my situation.. I don't hide much because I want other women and possibly men out there to understand YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! Loneliness will be the biggest and hardest factor in this process and you are not ALONE! no matter what you tell yourself.

Also WARNINGS: my "other" suffered severly from pornogaphy, alcohol and smoking so these topics will come up! Also topics of Physical, emotional, mental and sexual abuse will come up.. Don't read if you can't handle it! On these sensitive subjects please use your best judgment when commenting.. These are still the most painful things to face in the mirror everyday.

Also NO profanity on here!!! I am a mormon slang user so words like snickers and mylanta will come up.. if you are confused just ask...

Thank you for taking the time to read. I am the worst blogger but I will try very hard to do my best to keep up with this.

Thanks,
Kari